Here it is, the first post of the Running Therapist blog. Welcome! I am really glad you are here, no matter what journey brought you to my corner of the internet.

So, who is the Running Therapist and why do they think they need a blog? Short story: My name is Heather (she/her pronouns), and I am a writer and runner and currently in graduate school to become a therapist.

All three of these things—running, writing, and counseling training—are a thriving force in my life, but they seemed separate. Different entities demanding my attention. I wondered if there could be a space in which I brought them together, fueled all of my passions and carved my own space?

Long story: I started blogging in college as part of an assignment for one of my journalism classes, and I really enjoyed the format. As a young reporter, I found blogging as a good outlet to pound out my feelings while practicing my writing. The blog complimented the work I was doing in my 9-5. When I was 25, I joined the Peace Corps and blogging was not only a useful tool in sharing stories with friends and family back home, but it was a source of comfort when I was feeling like a stranger in an unfamiliar place. I continued blogging back home, but after my Peace Corps service, my posts lacked focus and purpose. At this point, I also started to write more for publication (mostly unsuccessfully), which after a while started to pushout the joy of writing. For some time, I’ve been wanting to realign my writing with blogging, finding a new forum to sink my teeth in and a community where I can grow.

In 2018, I made a big change in my professional life. I decided to my leave my job, change careers, and go back to school to become a therapist. This fall will mark the beginning of my second year (of three) of graduate school. Counseling is a tough profession, but it’s one that I’ve been called to pursue for decades. My life’s goal is to help others feel not alone, and therapy has made an impact on my life. However, there were always reasons not to become a therapist. Eventually, I stopped running out of them, or they just had less power over me than previously. I knew that I would one day regret not trying to become a counselor, so I redirected the ship. 

While I love being a student again, it comes with some undeniable stressors. Running is one of the best medicines for stress. The year before I went back to school, I had hip surgery to repair a labral tear, and the recovery was brutal. Running had been a mainstay in my life since I was 12—seeing me through job decisions, breakups, moves, loneliness, anxiety—but several months after the surgery, I wasn’t healing the way I expected. I thought that I might not run again. The body is a miraculous thing, and eventually mine strengthened and I was able to run again. First for 20 minutes. Then 3 miles. Then 8. 10. 12. 15. I was a runner, again.

Soon, I was enamored with running. The only books I read, outside of textbooks, were ones related to running. I browsed running stores and watched clips of Des and Shalane on YouTube. All I wanted to do was talk and consume running.

I used to love running blogs. Whenever I was training for a race, I would check them daily, devouring race reports and workouts. They were a fun way to feel like you were running with a group, even from afar. But, these days, most running blogs have gone quiet. Former bloggers have adopted new platforms, like podcasts, or moved all of their content to Instagram or Strava. That stuff is still motivating, but I miss real, thoughtful blogs.

Thus, The Running Therapist.

But this blog is more than a selfish combination of all the things I enjoy. It’s a deeper look at the connection between mental health and exercise. In these posts, I will pull apart the lessons from both and how they can help us grow and find out way in the world.

Many people will say that running is their therapy, and as Oprah once said, running can be directly related to many things in life. From running the mile you are in to taking your rest days, running is full of good life advice. I want to explore that while uncovering some harder truths about mental health and running. 

It’s important to note that I am NOT a licensed counselor, and that my comments here are NOT meant to be therapeutic and medical advice. Please know that I am a student, learning as a I go, and am only sharing my thoughts to help those that may have similar ideas.

Also, let’s get this out of the way: I am not a special runner. I am not particular fast nor have I overcome great adversity to run. I just run because it makes me feel whole. I hope to share parts of my running life, but I am not a pro or coach. Just in case you wanted to compare times here.

Again, thank you for joining this journey, and I hope you will contribute your own ideas and thoughts in the comments section. Let’s bring back running blogs and fight mental health taboos.

Onward.